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Im Getting Married! [17 Feb 2005|12:23pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Lost prophets ] so danny and i moved out to california together like 3, 4 months ago.... and recently... he bought a ring... and asked the big question... im so excited!!! but the wedding isnt going to be for like a while... well not till 2006... so its not that bad... but i have no more stuff to write... but oh yea... phil stop being a duesch and talk to me.... 1 ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

im back... [19 Nov 2004|05:32pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | zombie... Cranbarries ] so... recently like 2 days ago i asked my parents to let me come home.... and guess where i am... im back home.... im soOoOOooO happy!!! im jobless tho.. :( and tomorrow im going to orlando and i can see CARRIE im soooOoO excited.. any ways i gotta go i have to go get all my stuff from cori's house... im sooo happy !!!!!! ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

[18 Jul 2004|11:32pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | SwitchFoOt... meant to live ] with all the time thats passed.. why can i not forget him... why is that soooOo hard... do i still love him... or is it cuz i know i cant have him....? i got a puppy yesterday :)  shes sooOoO cute!! i love her... her name is MAGGY!  shes only 9.5 weeks old... shes sooo little and fits in my hand!! i love her!! my sisters bday is tuesday and i still havent baught her n e thing.. what do i get her?? ugh i dunno... HmmM... ill think of something... well im outie... good night *mWa*       ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

IM BACK!! [12 Jul 2004|04:57pm] [ mood | crazy ] im back.. time went by soooo fast.. but i had sooo much fun.. i met so many people from all over... it was exciting!!! i cant wait to go on another cruise!!! i even found my future husband...hehe... any ways... i turn 18 in exactly 1 month... :: excitement:: ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

[27 May 2004|10:12am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | wrong way-- SubLime ] damn i havent wrote in here in a while. i got my nipples pierced... yea and phil by the way i know there hot... anyways... lifes been great... ive been chilling with my old friends... from like two years ago... and im having so much fun... and stephanie... fuck brad.. i can do you better then him anyday :: wink wink:: love you... phil when are we gonna hang out again??? i changed my number by the way... so i gotta give it to you.... but uh im out... peace.. 1 ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

[03 May 2004|07:15pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | my immortal.... ] what do u do when he becomes kinda like a stalker??? ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

[07 Apr 2004|07:10pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Its OveR NoW...112 ] i went shopping today again.... ::excitement:: i got lots of stuff... im happy... i love shopping !! im gonna hang out with phil tomorrow... yey!! hehe anyways.. i havent talked to nick at all... good good !! tomorrow is brandons bday... so we're celebrating that tomorrow... and yesterday was my mommies bday.. anyways.. i dunno im out... peace 1 ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

[02 Apr 2004|12:32pm] [ mood | shocked ] [ music | BurN.. UsHeR ] Well i dont know if anyone knew but even tho nick and i were over we ended up talking to him again and i hung out with him and that was the biggest mistake of my life... we got in a huge huge huge fight and i almost had to walk home and he lives a good 25 minute drive from me... so whatever.. but thankfully brandon came and got me... thank you !!! anyways.. i dunno... im bored!!! uhhh!!.. i went shopping yesterday i got the cutest outfit!! and then another outfit and like a shirt and cool shorts :).. lol.. well im out... cuz i have nothing else to say.. well buh bye.. ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

[28 Mar 2004|09:11pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | My BaNd... D12 ] well im not feeling so depressed n e more... im a lil better... i hung out with brandon the other night :)... i had fun being around him!!! .. i worked all day today... im sooOoO tired... but its ok i banked :) ! last night i had a dream about danny .. ((my first love)) i miss him... since i didnt pay my fone bill i havent talked to him cuz my cell was the only number he knew and now i have a new number.. and i dont know his... very upsetting!!! but w.e. .. anyways uh im gonna go... peace.. ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

what happened to ME ?? [23 Mar 2004|05:09pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | NoNe ] where did i go?? whats wrong with me?? why do i feel like im not myself?? its like im lost and cant be found.. im NOT happy anymore.. im miserable.. i do nothing with myself but work and sit on my ass.. work is my life.. ... just because i have no one.. i have no nick.. brandon doesnt call.. i call him he didnt pick up.. im not gonna be on his nuts and keep calling.. considering thats my x.. i have nothing.. no friends... i have people who are like "Im yOuR FrIeNd".. but really arent.. and just say that.. and i have phill.. who i occasionally chill with.. and talk to online. but other then that.. i have no one.. no one calls.. no one ever wants to chill.. i have NO ONE.. but its ok i have my mommy.. :( thats it.. basicly.. and my couch.. :)..lol.. FUK!!! i told you.. any one who knows me.. knows im not me .. im never like this.. im never miserable.. im a happy person.. what is going on.. what do i do?? i dunno.. but im out.. *PeaCe* 1 ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

No MoRe [19 Mar 2004|09:34am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | TuRn Me On... Kevin Little ]                             Nick and i broke up                                     ... over...                                      ...done...                                       ::forever::   what do i do now ??  ::roar:: i think that as long as i have something to distract me from thinking about him all be fine.. like it wont hurt as much.. and since i like work now and ive been hanging out with brandon alot ill be fine like i dunno i mean i think about it alot... but not as much as i would if i stayed home all day like i was for a while... i dunno... im so used to him being around... what ever... ...6 months down the drain..     ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

what to do ? [14 Mar 2004|07:46pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | glycerine- BuSh ] who to chose??? what to do?? any help?? omg!! damn it!!! ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

whose at the doOr?? [12 Mar 2004|01:27pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | watching days of our lives.. ] last night the the door bell rang and my mom just looks at me and is like are you expecting n e one.. and im like no are you?? shes like no... so im just like whatever its probly a neighbor...i open the door and its brandon... my x... it was sooo weird!!! the last expected person to be at my casa... so him and this kid danny and danny's girl are just chillin at my house for a lil while and then they leave .. brandon had given me his number and i gave him myne... he called like probly half hour after he left and he ended up coming back over... we hung out from like 9 30 to like 1... just talking and my mommy hung out with us for a while.. damn it was so awesome seeing him again but it was weird like it made me in a way feel for him again... but thats not good cuz im with nick... and by the way i didnt chill with nick on his day of.. hes such an ass!!! he was like oh ill call at 6 30 cuz thats when i was getting out of night school (( im done!! btw)) and he didnt call till like 9 and my mom didnt want me going n e where and nick has this thing with "feeling uncomfortable" around my family so he wouldnt come chill here.. but w.e. i dunno whatever happens happens happens... but im out the puppys here :) 1 ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

[11 Mar 2004|12:38pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | one thing- finger eleven ] so like the other day i get this email from some one and so i read it and it says i love you and there was a link.. i go to the link and it was one of those instakiss things so i read it and it says... "To my dearest love, I just wanted to let you know that I wish that it could be us in the picture. I will keep in touch. Your lover 4ever. XOXOXOXOXO." and in the picture is was a little boy and girl kissing... so i was kinda confused cuz i had never seen that screen name b4.. so i email the guy back who is this... he doesnt reply... so when he signed on today i asked him who it was again he hurried up and signed off... and then signed back on and i was like are you gonna answer me and he signed right back off again... what the fuk!! if you have the balls to send dome one something talking about you love them why dont you have the balls to tell me who you are.. ya knoe... ugh!! w.e. ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

[10 Mar 2004|08:38pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | TheReS GoTTa Be MoRe To LiFe... ] i have one more test and then i can go take the official GED test!!! im so happy... so tomorrow will be my last day at night school :)... yey!! NiCk doesnt work tomorrow.. yey! i havent seen him since like saturday cuz he got a job and works sooo much.. but i see him tomorrow :)... i guess its good that he works.. and like since i dont see him as much i wont get sick of him but im so used to seeing him like everyday.. but whatever... anyways.. phil came over today... we just hung out and i beat him in pool :) and watched mad-tv and passions... and then he left and then i was bored again... i saw allisons mom today ((after phil left))... she looks like shes doing better.. i showed her the pix that i keep forgetting to scan and give to her of me and allison.. damn it sux that she died.. but atleast shes done suffering and shes at peace now... well.. buh bye... ::xOxO:: ::mWa:: 3 ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

be careful when a naked person offers you a shirt [09 Mar 2004|04:14pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | baby girl- Nelly Furtado ] another boring day... wake up and bake cookies... lol... ::excitment:: at night school i was sooo excited i saw my best friend from flanagan... i havent talked to her in like forever i was sooo happy!! i have 3 more test i have to pass and then i can go get my GED!!! hold up ringing fone.. seth just called me YAY!!! thats so awesome... hes soo hott... i would so like uh... anyways... he wanted to chill tomorrow but i said no cuz i already have plans with phill to chill.. haha that rhymes... well uh i dont know what else to write so like buh bye 1 ? swallowed the fact that our dream had died..

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